It matters! 🌻

I wanted to take the detour or pause for a while since my 2023 desolated the old me, who's full of passion, motivation, and drive to thrive despite the challenges. 

I even asked myself the worth of time I invested last year. Likewise, I managed to see things differently, a matter of changing my perspective instead of seeing them negatively.

I must have mustered the courage I needed to put an end to overwhelming thoughts of what ifs. This question puts me on the brink of worries and uncertainty, especially during the times of deliberate delays and refusal to recognize the value of once emotion. 

I would rather not foster negative behaviors that I might imbibe in the coming days, particularly the inequitable treatment, and benefits that are meant to be casual. 

But, for now, this 2024, I will remain my stature, not because of the delays, unjust treatment and benefits that I experienced before. Thus, I need to appreciate the benefits of small incremental actions done consistently over time and the way I optimistically respond to situations intentionally thrown at me. I also need to get things done, especially my studies, and at the end of the day, life constantly teaches us but nothing as direct as emotional stirring does. 

Just stick to grind, keep your faith to God and rebuild the entailed discipline and habits, and be resilient! Keep bouncing back! Motivation fades, but our deepest reasons why we are doing something better will keep us moving.  Trust me it does, so always know your deepest why. 

I promise, after this quarter I will be in a greener place, with tranquility, less drama, no fabricated stories and most importantly a happy and friendly space.